Too late

I wasn't gonna update... Cause i never wanted to rant in public... Well... Shall make it public so that you wont make the mistake i did. Of course, i wont go in detail! But the problem i face now is due to my careless-ness. Maybe i was too focused in the competition, i didn't pay attention to the little things. Of course, it paid off... But now, i gotta make up for my lack of attention in that small matter. Yes, it is my fault. I shall face the consequences. Let go of that issue already! Forget it! Whats done is done. I cant undo the knot cause i cant go back in time.
Moral of SARAS' story : Pay attention to the smallest matter! They matter!

Secondly I'm in a dilemma! Why oh why does it have to be on the same day??? This is like my last chance!
Two camps!
One FUN and WORTH. One WORTH.
One WITH ALL MY FRIENDS. One WITH PEOPLE I HAVE NEVER MET.
OCAC and YOUTH CAMP!
Which one?
Once a Colistrian Always a Colistrian includes:
FUNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Get to be with my pals!!!!!!!!!!!!
CHEAPER!!!!!!
RELEASE STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!

Youth Camp includes:
CAUSES STRESS!!!!!!
No friends!!!!
Expensive....costs more than OCAC la...
Will get badges on spot!



After looking at that, ill be an idiot to miss out on OCAC right???
Here's the twist.
I'm the only senior from my school participating in Youth Camp. The juniors would be so blurr with no guidance. OCAC and YOUTH CAMP is my last chance. There wont be OCAC next year. I'm not allowed to participate in YOUTH CAMP next year either! WHY?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
This is so.....................SADDENING!
This is just sad la. My life..... I wont have the chance to participate in either soon. This is like my only chance. And the two camps HAVE TO BE ON THE EXACT THREE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


If you read the above crap, please help!
I really don't know wad to do..... The camp and prob and my mid term coming soon!
I need to.........................................idk anymore.
I just know ill get through this!
And a big thanks to my friends.
Those who were there earlier.
THERESA, SHU WERN and JESS!!!!!
Of course, others would be there.
Too bad they went home early.
And i shall take this chance to tell my pals....

You know yourselves la!

I LOVE YOU GUYZ!!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously!
i just hope we keep in touch after form 5!
we will la...rite?

But the right choice is the Youth Camp isn't it?